It’s hard to forgive my enemies for what they’ve done, but forgiveness means more than that. It doesn’t mean forgetting my experience to dismiss what my predator did. Rather it’s coming to an understanding of what my enemy did, and so by understanding whatever sickness my enemy had to do what they did to me, I could get pass it.
But, the worse bit for me, and what I’m getting through, is the fact that they albinos completely got away with they did. They got away with abuse (physical and mental), sexual molestation, rape and attempted murder. Honestly, the challenge is forgiving the bystanders. The people who ultimately allowed what was done rather than stopping it as they had the power to do so, and should’ve used it, but due to cowardice didn’t.
The attempted murderer himself didn’t get away with murder, but got away with it by the INjustice court system that is totally dependent on its money (not justice nor what’s fair or what’s right), and as well as it’s greedy lawyers. That’s all my abusers needed to get away with they did, people who simply cared more about the money they get rather than doing what is right to correct a wrong. Money mattered more than life to these people. Mammon is the root of all evil after all, so no wonder why it’s used to do evil deeds. It’s seem to do that more than help people taking my situation for example.
There is something wrong with westernized culture and people for depending on money so much that they would even allow IT to determine how the justice system works. As if it needs to be totally dependent on paper money to work. Just like the privatized prison and jails that unlawfully accused people of crime so they can get more vulnerable people in custody so they can get and make more money. Money is the reason to start a private business as well as the means to the end within the business. While it’s justice and what’s right that should have mattered in the beginning as well as in the end rather the paper money being made. Justice is supposed to be produced after all, not money. Black lives are supposed to matter, not paper money (they may become less valuable sooner than later with all the economical debt westernized countries have made).
So, now I do understand what my enemy did and why they did it (because of white supremacy the power/ego trip, but they also got away with what they did through their privilege of their visage of white power). And I realize it’s lot more than simply getting over what happened or being able to forgive, but rather it’s an issue within the system (backed by RWS) that is causing these albinos to get away with what they’re doing.
So, what can we do to understand the problem so that we may resolve the issue from ever happening again? For now we must understand our enemy, the white devils, so we can also understand what went wrong for us for us to have been enslaved and now oppressed by them. Why do we keep allowing them to get away with this? We need to answer that, so we can start putting the pieces together to solve this RWS issue.
It’s more important to understand what is going on within ourselves and what attracted these white predators to us for them to have done what they’ve done and get away with it. We need to understand our part within these situation, so we can learn how to take advantage of these situation so that they don’t keep happening again, again..and again.
So, this is sort of my way of getting over my situation(abuse & drugs). And I won’t get over it until I can fully understand it so it doesn’t happen within our black community and our black people ever ever again. By any mean necessary. That’s better than thinking about my enemies and how hard it will be to forgive them (and it will be, yet that’s it due to racism/white supremacy). The real problems that we must focus on so, so we can completely demolished it within our community ever again.
My opinion, we need to separate completely from these neanderthals (especially economically and sexually) because we need to understand what the heck is going on with us, and why did we ever give these devils the privilege to oppress us. This is a serious problem within ourselves we need to admit, so we can understand our own sickness for self-hate and internalized racism that allowed them to get away with the abuse and murder they’ve done to black people.
By any mean necessary.