Are we ready for it?

As black people having gone through slavery, and now going through abuse, harassment/bullying and incarceration, we ask ourselves… are we ready for it? As in are we ready for the purge, the ultimate downfall of Western economic powers (will we even be able to use it as a base anymore for our black businesses as it provides us with fiat/paper currency and electronic money) as well as the eventual downfall of Western countries all together?

As you can see all or most influential western countries are under debt within their own countries (public debt) and to other countries (government debt).

So, let me ask you… are we really ready for it?

Where we even ready for it in the first place?

Where we ready for the election of Donald Trump that eventually made him president of the USA?



That’s how ready we’ll be for the purge then.

Because as first world countries are we ready to be the ones with the FIRST problems. It’s what we get for always being ahead, means always being worried, yet being the first one in charged. Having anxiety for this world that just comes to mean nothing- dreams and fantasies.

An older, white business man named Walt Disney had something to say about this, in fact…


And daydream of doing it.



Where we ready for how many black men and black women betrayed the community? To white women who didn’t just look bad, but couldn’t behave any better than that. To white men who’ve confessed to being racist and calling his black wife ‘nigger’.

Confessions of racist white men dating black women.


Oh, where we ever ready at all?

Just like we were ready to get stolen from barbarians. Who’ve taken our land, the things belonging to our land (our resources), and labeling those things as theirs.

To taking our people, to take away our ways of communicating (our language) to taking our histories, so that they can make it theirs ‘to rename it’ to claim it as theirs?

To the point where we have are own things used against us, so that iron and metal from the land of Africa is used to have chained us in slavery, but is used to chain us now when we are incarcerated.

Slavery never stopped, so did we ever get the CHANCE to be ready? Just a thought.

Where we ready for our Maa’fa? Our own holocaust.

So, yes as black people, we know that things are going on and that things are going to happen, but most importantly, what are we doing now? Because are we really doing things that will help our community, our people… and ourselves, even? We have a lot we can say about what’s to happen in the future, but do we have enough to say about what’s happening now, do we ever give ourselves the reflection to who we presently are now, because…

How can we do much of anything for ourselves when we rather hate each other than help one another. As this is something million of black people are doing now. We even hate each other without knowing it- unconsciously. We practice doing this like it nothing, like we’re nothing.

As black people, do we ever question it when we hate a black person. Just as long as it not you that’s hated (and friends/family) you think, but you don’t even know you’re being hateful. How will you know you’re being racist, because you’re not racist at all, you think… Yet, you think so little for anyone.

“When you pray (or meditate) if you hold anything against someone, you must forgive them, so that Yah may forgive you for your sins” (Mark 11: 24-25). Because do you deserve to be forgiven by God, the Most High when you can’t forgive someone else for their own wrongdoings?

The first commandments God/Yah gave black people where to love each other (cause how else can we stand up for one another if we’re not even doing this). We love each other enough to be respectful of one another, so that we all could forgive one another for what each and every one of us is going through. And for what we must go through as black people.

Because our Lords say (REV 1: 8) “I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning, and the end, Who is, who was, and who is to come”

And who must come. But, are we ready to be who we are, to be what we must be as black people, so we come as we are, as the Lord and Nature will have us do, anyway.

And have we’ve been honest to ourselves, as we must be to one another.

Have we been communicating with one another, so that we’ve at least bear and yes, tolerated one another, so that if we’ve ever had a grievance or a grudge to someone, we forgive them, as our Yah has already forgiven us?

Or have we practiced hatred towards one another, trying to compete with one another to give credence to the jealously we soon develop for one another out of our hate that supposedly isn’t really ours.

And so is it ever a surprise when we wonder who the fuck we are? How we’re constantly trying to find ourselves to find nothing that isn’t ours. So, who are we? Are we God chosen people, the descendants of the Ancient Cushites, Nubians, and the Ancient Egyptians, as well God’s Abraham.

Or are we the people that hate one another that we can’t even stand to look at one another and communicate with one another. Will we talk about our plights forever, while never knowing each other, under names and titles that aren’t really ours? If we’ve come to know one another that way, is it really a surprise that we don’t who we are? So, that then we’re just lost. A lost people. The scattered people of the World. We might as well be the permanent underclass already in society, and in spirit. We are yet alone in heart and in bone.

So, black people of the world ask yourself seriously,

Are you ready for it?

You better be.



We NEED to Support Black Businesses

Because we need to realize just how important fiat currency (money) is to our lives when it shouldn’t be. It influences us through what we see, what we say and what we hear, and we don’t always know it, but it’s always there in front of us, getting worse & worse. America governance is controlled and dictated by their corporate businesses which are backed up by Mammon, and this just may be the result of the root of evil that stems from money.

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Your food is backed up by corporations at most/all of your supermarkets.

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So, is your media and societal/cultural values, and the very celebrities people love to adore. All backed up by corporations, and all owned by money; the root of all evil.

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So,  that while policemen (also back up by corporations or private companies)  brutalize black people, while the rich in their peaceful abodes get to yell and curse at the sky about white girl problem while their protected by the security guards (foxes) that should be protecting the  unprotected communities of black people. We consisted of the most unprotected and ignored people of this world, yet we give our money to corporate companies and their hollywood representations of celebrities just so they can have their security guards follow them out to their vehicles, while the uniformed masses of people look aghast and get their iPhones out to take pictures, while people die in the background.

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So, it doesn’t surprise me that already within the 21’st century, and not very long into it that we’re already experiencing crumbling economies, fraudulent politicians, and a high divorce rates, because that’s just how far America’s crumbling, until it’s fall all the way down.

This is what meaningless paper money does when you depend too much on it. When you depend on it for your home, lifestyles and riches. It destroys you, just as well as it is already destroying the welfare of it’s people to the very economical system that supports it.

So, as black people we need to support OUR own business, so we can support our own people. Our $2.2 trillion has contributed to white Americas continuous problems that are finally finding their downfall.

We must pick ourselves up now, and use our money as well our 2.2 trillion dollars of money on governing ourself, creating our own profitable communities, as well as securing ourselves within our communities, so we can began to have a conversation because we got some serious explaining to do. There isn’t going to be any form of Abraham Lincoln in Hilary Clinton or Donald Trump, just as there wasn’t within any Barack Obama or any presidential candidate. This time we’re liberating ourselves. But, we must do so by ourselves on our OWN merits.

By buying into white America, we buy into corrupt businesses, and corrupt ourselves as a people. This explains what’s going on in Detroit, from Katrina, to our own people being killed where we live due to a government that doesn’t care about us.

So, let please support our own business, they may be the only businesses to survive this economical mess that is soon becoming the western world.

Check Out:

101 Independent Black Owned Businesses to Support for Blackout Friday


Unfriendly Black Hottie

Somehow sounds similar to angry black women. Is it weird it reminds me of that? It was produced and written by Tiny Fey after all.

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She is also another white feminist of mainstream hollywood. Then again so are many other white female celebrities: Taylor Swift, Emma Watson, Madonna, etc. So, it was no surprise that Tiny Fey got support from mainstream feminists for this silly quote…

“But I think the first real change in women’s body image came when JLo turned it butt-style. That was the first time that having a large-scale situation in the back was part of mainstream American beauty.(White) Girls wanted butts now. Men were free to admit that they had always enjoyed them. And then, what felt like moments later, boom—Beyoncé brought the leg meat. A back porch and thick muscular legs were now widely admired. And from that day forward, women embraced their diversity and realized that all shapes and sizes are beautiful. Ah ha ha. No. I’m totally messing with you. All Beyonce and JLo have done is add to the laundry list of attributes women must have to qualify as beautiful. Now every girl is expected to have Caucasian blue eyes, full Spanish lips, a classic button nose, hairless Asian skin with a California tan, aJamaican dance hall ass, long Swedish legs, small Japanese feet, the abs of a lesbian gym owner, the hips of a nine-year-old boy, the arms of Michelle Obama, and doll tits. The person closest to actually achieving this look is Kim Kardashian, who, as we know, was made by Russian scientists to sabotage our athletes.”

There is your example of a racist quote excusing misogyny (sexism and racism against black women and non-blacks women). I mean, how easy is it for a white person to just point the finger at people of darker races and blame them for white women insecurities than to look at the real cause of white females problem which they are responsible for?.

It’s not like we’ve haven’t continually told white people, along with their special snowflake white feminists, that it is wrong to sexualize black women bodies, because this is what happens. black women.png 

Right, Tina Fey?

Maybe crybaby becky would get that if she stopped sexualizing and exoticfying our black bodies. She’d have nothing to feel bad for, because she wouldn’t be sexualizing our bodies in the first place..

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I mean what so sexual about us, anyway?

Just all the stuff you albinos says behind our back. Like you don’t know this women, and you neither know me, so I can easily eavesdrop on you to hear you crackers saying ‘she probably has a big butt’ not because you actually seen her butt to say that. You assume she has a big butt because she’s black. And while this beautiful black woman makes her vogue/nonchalant facial expression (not bitch face) you probably assume she also has a bad personality. Why? Because she’s black and because you haven’t learn to used the pineal side of your brain to emphasize.

And like hearing that is not enough for us black women, we’ve also been in the midst of the new politically-correct culture mixed in with it’s high-rate of white woman dating black men, and black men hating black women and hating themselves as a results (read post on lil wayne).

Black men love white women and not their own women

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Maybe if white supremacy made them hate themselves enough that they even consider being Gay than to starting a family with a black women much like their black mothers did then it could be possible, but obviously shouldn’t be. The woman will be the same unattractive white women who dates self-hating black men complaining about black women, accusing them of sexualizing their body. When really it’s the white women sexualizing black women bodies, and then blaming us because we’re automatically guilty by being black and female.

The racists have become sneakier, they just made sure to pin their hatred on black women (the most unprotected person in America), so black men could learn how to hate their own women, so black women could learn to hate them. Black women vs black men at the finest.

So there’s a reason interracial marriages aren’t a thing for a majority of black women to do. It’s because we know not to look this ridiculous, because when we did… it was to a white man who’d raped us due to sexualizing us like they’ve been taught by white women by looking at their trashy magazines or by learning from their anglo-saxon leaders; Thomas Jefferson with Sally Hemings. Same difference.

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We wanna give birth to more louis farrakhans and malcolm x type of men than have sex with the albino mutants just to exclaim how colorblind.. and misguided we’ve become. We hear and SEE what these white feminist/celebrity female icons are really doing. Just look around you.


Black Women Vs. Black Men

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Now that we’ve got rid of the shackles and whips, there is still the rest of slavery or racism sustained by white supremacy, that we must get rid of. And there are only three realms in this world: physical, mental, and spiritual. We experience the physical when the warm sun shines on us. We experience the mental when we think about how nice it feels, so we appreciate it, because you can only praise the earth when you see it for how beautiful it is. Plus it’s the only factors that truly influences us in life; from our senses, to our thoughts, and to who we are.

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This is important to know, and I believe this is currently why black women and black men are feuding. While we tiptoed and made sure whitey was peachy, because we still learned better how to take care of them than ourselves due to our miseducation that our enemies happily taught us, we also didn’t get that time to learn and grow with ourselves and each other, we were too busy helping the devil to realize when we really needed to help ourselves, and so we got rid of slavery in the physical realm, yet there is still the mental (self hate and internalized racism) and as well as the spiritual. Because if they can screw us over mentally how then could we ever connect to ourselves spiritually… we still haven’t learned to connect to ourselves!

So, then how are we going to connect to one another in healthy ways? An unhealthy minds leads to an unhealthy body that fits in  perfectly with a just as miserable environment that is just as disgusting to spend our time in, but it’s familiar. And that’s how we ultimately become comfortable in it. That why we’re used to being mean to each other, it’s just taken form through our gender-hate, so now we get angry at our black men, while they’re angry at their black women. We’ve learned how to hate ourselves so well that we’ve even learn how to hate each others in groups, black women vs. black men.

And how can you learn better than through experiences, right? It’s what happened when I began dating a white man. He was so gross and abusive, I started to question if my attraction to him was honest and true or if it was just nice to say ‘I have a white boyfriend’ and he can’t truly hate me if this is how far we’ve progressed. But is it really so impressive that we’ve progressed so much that we’re able to share the bedroom with our enemies, while swapping spit and touching each other genitalia to express our love to one another.

Did we really think that we can love our enemies when they don’t even know how to love themselves, hence why they continually don’t know what love is. That’s why they have no problem comparing love to cocaine…. Here’s what I found on Psychology Today:

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And they continue staying confused. It’s why they have to read their magazine on how to talk to one another, because they still don’t even know how to make love to each other or have sex with one another. They still don’t know if they’ve found the right one, so their magazines will tell themScreen Shot 2016-09-29 at 12.49.17 PM.png

And it was being in a relationship with a white man that gave me such a headache, I could understand looking at a magazine as trashy as this one, just to understand what was going on in our relationship, because…sometimes I honestly didn’t want to do it on my own, because now I can pretend I’m as white as those white girls, because I had a white boyfriend, but I didn’t understand the only privilege I could get from that is being able to read about my white problems in a white girl magazine. That’s the only privilege being a black women that think like white girls so much she’d even want their trashy white ex-boyfriends will get you anyway.

But, how convienent is it for me to just blame black men, and just point at them for our troubles. Then I don’t have to feel so bad for myself and pathetic, it was the black men fault, right Christleyn Karazin?

So, you can see some of the tools the white oppressors gave us when we tried to make ourselves just as white as them, they gave us the supposed privilege to hate black people just as much as they do, but this time we’ll blame our opposite gendered counterparts, and try NOT to hate each other amidst it all.

But, honestly I just hated myself, and it showed in my loser, abusive white boyfriend, and all the excuses I gave for him, while instead of reading magazines by white girls talking about how to love their white men, I could have been reading important, educational books by Amos Wilson and Dr. Cress Welsing on my OWN people, learning how to love myself, and most naturally, black men. Look, it even feels so natural, I don’t even need magazines! I just learn how to appreciate myself, and black people (black women AND black men) by reading about our rich african history, and listening to black scholars that care about black people, not white people or you might learn to hate yourself or the other sex within your race.

And that’s why I’m against interracial relationships, and having sexual relations with our enemy. It seems the more that we love our enemies, the more we began to hate ourself. It has even become normal to see words like black women vs. black men, rather than black women AND men. We forgot how to stick with one another so well that now we forgot just how great loving each other is.

So, while I’m against interracial relationship, and I AM NOT against the people within them, because I USED to be one of them, and we’ve seemed to easily forget we are more alike than different as black human beings, beside we must love ourselves as we love each other, so we must forgive ourselves, so we can forgive one another.

And ones that love is in place we have the power to create our communities, economies and establishments, but as long as the love is not there, we might look even more pathetic than you can imagine….

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With all the gentrifying while pushing us out of our own communities, what community will we actually have? Then somehow homelessness makes sense, doesn’t it?

So, amidst these hard time between ourselves, as black people we CANNOT hate ourselves, just as we cannot hate members within our race, because right now we need each other more than ever, but we’re not going to come to depend on one another if we’re busy hating black men or black women. We can’t afford it at this point. Yurugu sees our hate for one another, and they’re striking out and killing us; they’re taking advantage of it. Sometimes I think if I stayed in my relationship with my white ex-boyfriend of a year ago, maybe that would’ve of been my future. I don’t know, because I didn’t want to find out.

My advice to my black kings, and black queens keep your friends closer and your enemies farther because don’t think that while the white puppets do the exact opposite, they’re not also looking at you when they say ‘keep your enemies closer’. White power is hate, but Black power is love. There’s a difference for a reason.










‘I have never dealt with racism’ because you choose to ignore it Lil Wayne

When I saw Lil Wayne mumble about how he didn’t understand WHY Colin Kaepernick was protesting, and what the whole point of sitting down for the national anthem was about, I knew that my assumptions about self-hating black people are right.

And I know because I’ve practice self-hate and internalized racism. I’ve been at the point where I’d tell myself ‘racism didn’t exist because I was lucky enough to avoid it’ because it was better than saying you actually didn’t believe racism exist because you behaved better ‘than those other nigga’ so you’re just luckier than the other black people who got killed by racists and you were luckier to be able to behave better than those other black folks. So, that’s really why they died because they weren’t lucky enough like you to avoid racism.

So, now I know why Lil Wayne didn’t even bother to understand why Colin Kaepernick was doing what he was doing, and why someone then and there would’ve had to tell him what it was all about because that’s just how far behind he is. He is so far behind on what is going on in his own black community… because that’s where he’d rather be. He wants to be left with the white fuckers instead where he doesn’t have to care about the rest of the black community that he doesn’t even have to think of them or think about why police brutality has got so bad that even famous people are protesting the government.

That’s just how much he cares about black folks. You can even see it in how he treats himself.

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Lil Wayne says he’s never experienced racism before yet he is addicted to taking a drug that given him seizures, been incarcerated for simply smoking marijuana, has been in lawsuits against the music industry, and had got in fights and feuds with other black men, but he’s never dealt with racism before?

On his quest to be the cool black dude who is so incredibly passive, this is what he wrote on his twitter…

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But, EVERYBODY hasn’t been on your crowd, that’s the real undisputed fact.

As blacks we’ve always been on everybody’s side, but we’ve haven’t always been on our own side. We haven’t been on our own side of the game well enough to tell each other we’re beautiful no matter how black we are and that our lives along with everyone else does matters. While we’ve been cheering for everyone else, we forgot to cheer for ourselves. Some of us got to a point where we simply just didn’t care anymore… and some of us continued to take drugs to the point of hurting ourselves and overdosing. We’ve developed so much hate for ourselves we share it with others much like ourselves when we became good at getting into feuds and just not caring anymore.

So, as a black person who has accidentally said “I have never dealt with racism”

What I really meant to say is “I don’t deal with racism, because I ignore it.”

How do you ignore it, you ask? You can ignore it by taking drugs that can make you believe nothing exist, and so therefore, racism must not exist. You may even take those drugs to the point that you don’t believe in anything, and you are maybe believing in nothing until you’re sent to the hospital suffering a seizure.

It doesn’t even have to be JUST drugs, we’ve got mental and personality disorders as well. A black celebrity may become narcissistic enough to believe they are God while they slack out and do nothing for the black community, but their arrogance is enough for them to believe in their own lie.

My curse was becoming depressed and my sadness made me believed nothing mattered, so I didn’t matter, therefore black people didn’t matter. Nothing matter. And you may never realize just how easy suicide seems when you get that way, you may even start destroying yourself with drugs and you’ll never know, because you forgot it mattered.

Don’t ever forget that WE matter, all of us and the people who have died from racist violence (our asncestors)… or you may pay the price through destroying yourself first. And we all need each other now, so you can not let yourself go like that.

Be careful sometimes when you make yourself believe you don’t matter because people might believe you. They believe Lil Wayne.






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Black Scene Kidz Vs White Scene Kidz

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This became an inspiration to me when I just like many other black kids were trying to be cool not kewl.  And like those very black kids, I had grown up in white and asian communities being influenced by their trends. I was not trying to be white, but I was trying to fit in with them. And I didn’t really manage to ever look as well as this black woman did just as the white kids never manage to look as well as any of their scene queens, but we all managed looking quite ridiculous anyway.

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Here is how we actually looked in reality though…

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Thankfully, we’ve grown up. We’ve learn that the white kids are social misfits because they just rather not talk to the black kids, but cry in their emo corners instead about how awful the world is becoming, so they can complain about the reverse racism they get for being weird. We’ve learn that the real reason these white kids were cutting themselves and doing self-destructive things was not because they were so emo, they just had mental disorders.

And did I really think this stuff was cool while the supposed cool kids and me exclaimed how we weren’t attention whores, we were just misunderstood, even though we were wearing set of mismatched clothes, had our hair dyed in zebra prints and un-natural colors, while we singed about being scene kidz caused we caused scenes wherever we’d go…. because truthfully, we just looked that awful.

But, you learn a lot during adolescence. For white people, they actually were just trying to be cool. For me & other black people, we were just trying to fit in (so maybe we can stop being suspected for robbery for “dressing” like thugs). But we’ve been trying to fit in ever since segregation became integration. And we’ve learned that these clothes, music and fashion trends were never meant for us, but them. But, we can always try to have what they do, but in the end we’ll just get ignored (racially discriminated against), and the closest we’ll ever get to being white is when we get called oreo because that’s the best we can do to try to be like them.

But, God never meant for us to be like them. How can we be the greater version of ourselves if we’re trying to be like these crazy white people instead of who we are and what god meant for us to be, which is not scene queens, but black kings and queens.






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Stop Supporting Media Trolls

Trolls have become so well tolerated in this culture that celebrities have almost literally turned themselves into Media Trolls. But, for the ones who are so lazy they don’t care if they look like it (Ann Arbor and mostly some other shit youtubers), you should know very easily NOT to support them or at least don’t support them (by getting involved in watching their videos and other publications) that they are on magazines and barging into your local supermarket near you.

I’ve seen this happen way too many times, and I write a blog partly because of it. So, please listen to this girl when she says…

Stop Supporting Media Trolls